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 Post subject: My journal
PostPosted: Sat Nov 24, 2012 5:58 am 
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Hey guys,

Last night I went out for a mates birthday. Now, I'm doing one minute of Eagle pose, one minute of Sat Kriya and one minute of a modified cat/dog pose. These are yoga asanas/postures. All three are designed to increase energy and purported to improve magnetism (I definitely feel energised afterwards, sometimes a slight buzz).

It was strange though. The other night I had this really weird down feeling, no idea of the cause, couldn't even put my finger on why. I think that the yoga work is probably causing a shift in deep seated emotions, clearing them out so to speak. That would explain why their was no cause.

Get to the bar, find my friend and we get a table. Couple joins us, I start up a conversation. The guy just stares at me rather than answering so I held his eye contact and a couple of seconds later he responded. Felt nice to be comfortable enough to do that.

Rest of our group joined us. I really wanted to play pool so got the group over to the pool tables. Towards the end of the game I see these two girls playing pool. Went over and had a really good chat with them. Held eye contact longer than normal, felt fine even when one of the girls seemed distant (she warmed up but I would normally eject if I got that reaction). I ended up hanging out with them for about 40 minutes, going from them to my friends to the bar. Got the number of the girl that caught my interest the most.

Was at the bar, saw a cute girl line up behind me. Turned and said hi. She got really nervous, guessing she's not used to being approached. Felt that I was having to put too much effort into the conversation so let it drop.

Then there was the girl in our group. Had a nice chat with her, I was playing pool, we were waiting for the other guy to get back so I went over to her and asked if she wanted to play on my team when he gets back. She practically leaps up and agrees, so I pulled another guy to take over the missing guys spot. Nothing much happened with her after that. At the end of the night I tell her I'll find her on my mates facebook. She then gives me her last name to ensure I find her. We hug, she gives a really intense hug and her hands are kind of going all over my back and arms. Fun times.

Oh yeah, when I was waiting for the bus I see this attractive girl at the stop. Should have gone over but didn't, her upper body was hidden behind the wall. Some girls sit near her and I see her get animated so for some reason I feel intrigued to know if she's talking with these girls. I shift slightly so she comes into view, she looks at me and gives a small smile. But she had headphones in so chose not to approach her.

I've started listening to the Authentic King product again. Plan to listen to 60 years, 4 rules of game, plus I'm getting my hands on some non-game self development audios.


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 Post subject: Re: My journal
PostPosted: Sat Nov 24, 2012 4:49 pm 
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Yoga is good, studies show that it does increase pathways in your nervous system just be aware not use it as a technique to boost your state.

The actual cause of your down feeling isn't important. What's important is to realize you are creating it and to stop feeding it.

Cute girls are quite used to getting approached. We tend to miss it because we are focused on our shit instead of who is talking to who. She was uncomfortable because on some level
Even if unconscious she felt you were angling for something ( just a guess )

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