Master Splinter why are you so invested on trying to holla at these broads?
I think you need to read the kidds articles so you understand that they are not the result of your happiness, and watch the matrix and HavPlenty along with that maybe it will shine a light for you to not be so hungry.
I know it won't help much until you
feel this way which is
key if knowing was enough this would be a lot easier on everybody here. but let me put it in perspective for you, you are investing all this time, and energy trying to get in some draws that brings
fleeting pleasure for about hour.
Now considering the work you are putting in right now do you feel really feel its worth the effort for that short ass hour of pleasure in exchange for work you were putting in for days possibly months?
If it is than I no longer have anything to say do you homie but at least take a gander at this thread I believe this will help a lot:
http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopi ... 843#p11843 