Haha yeah,
I got a funny one. We were talking about Ebola and my friends gf starts talking about scurvy and how it be prevented with antibiotics
Vitamin brain deficiency
While moving into the very beginning second month of my serious crack at inner work, I was really struggling to get anywhere because I was forcing it. I was still actively talking to some women instead of doing it passively.
I've had this sneaking suspicion that women really don't know what half the things that come out your or their own mouth are. I mean like if most women took a test on vocabulary and meaning that they wouldn't pass a high school examination.
I was looking for a reason. Any reason to just cut off my contacts with women. I just didn't see a reason to do it until the past few days.
Esthar Villar was
serious when she said that women stop learning after 14 or something when they learn that they can get what they want from men. I thought about it, but I couldn't believe it. I was looking for a reason in myself when I should have been looking for a reason in them.
I found a gold mine, just been oblivious to it. I remember that I brushed off what Leo said about a lot of women being stupid. When he wrote that, I was still in college and around women who could fake it pretty well.
Then some women started asking me what some words meant like: convene.
Women who aren't in college and can't fake it as well.
This other girl couldn't spell restaurant. It's a trouble word for me because I've heard it pronounced incorrectly a lot. Most people say it incorrectly.
Look it up if you don't believe me. In the US, a lot of people say "rest-rant" without the extra syllable.
However, this girl turned around and asked me how to spell hippopotamus.
It would be a different story if they were asking about eclectic words like sophrosyne (something we're all striving for here on the forum), but you learn most of this stuff at the crappiest high schools.
I've never been able to confirm it until recently because I had the chance to have a conversation with some women who are a little more humble than the standard petri dish culture.
I immediately thought to myself, after I talked to these women, why the fuck am I talking to these women. How can someone's head be
dense and
hollow at the same time? Women love to give lip but don't know what the fuck they're giving lip about.
How did I miss this for so long?
I ran a line by one of them:
I said, "recently, I've decided to be celibate."
She said and I quote:
Not trying to sound stupid, but what do you mean?
I was like done......I'm cutting off all women right now, and I'm not going to talk to another one until she shows me a reason to think otherwise.
I have to find a way to cut them all off and still end on good terms because they haven't done anything wrong.