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Yeah you're right flow83 and i wanna thank you guys man. Because if yall didn't say shit, prom probably would've been the worst day of my life. Real talk

Rkd1990 i think i still i have a chance to knock this bitch. She agreed to chill with me tomarrow or the day after if you want the convo just tell me bro. Haha my uncle told me i had pimp bones in body, he said it runs in the family thanks for your advice too.

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Aight, it seems you didn't pick up the lessons well in this thread.

When a bitch is going to chill it's going to happen immediately got it? They don't agree to tomorrow or the day after. Don't be surprised if something comes up. You only have time when you have it. Got it?

You're obviously affected by this bitch.

You really couldn't just leave her be? You really couldn't stop texting her and just move on?

I'm not going to say you don't have chance because there's a lot of factors not discussed in this thread and everything is conditional.

However, I don't think your chances are high so don't be surprised even if she shows up that you don't get it. Also, if you're going to see her then know the difference between her coming to you and what that means if you actually hit. The outcome is the same, but the meaning and process is different on general principle.

That's enough, rkd...everything has been laid before him...it's all that can be done...let him live and learn now.

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You just said fuck this bitch. This is incredible you are still attached to the outcome and you still gave a shit this is basically what you communicated to her subconsciously (if there is such a thing).

Dude I'm going with The Grinus quote Let It Go take the L the sooner the better, not as a technique but for your sanity and to suffer minimally.

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Mr. Todo

As I said...everyone SHUT THE FUCK UP already. It is what it is.

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The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. I deleted her number. The reason why i was attached because i had a crush on this bitch but she's not who i thought she was. She wasn't at school today which gave me more time to think what i was about to do. She doesn't deserve a guy like me. Bitches have been fucking me over literally from kindergarden till now. The next bitch who tries to do this shit, i'll just
fuck her and dump her. These bitches have turned me into a heartless man
4-1 payroll: maybe i'll find a real bitch in this cold world, but until then im just gonna call them my homegirls.

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.

Hold position, all...HOLD.

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~There's weakness in the hearts of all humans are you afraid to acknowledge yours... ~
Mr. Todo

Okay what i've have realized today is that i had no reason to be stressin over this bitch. She was not my girl, she's nobody special, she wasn't the last girl on earth, she was just a "prom date" I feel like a idiot...AGAIN but is all good now. It's on to the next bitch

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Please continue to hold...

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so today at school was a real short day. i leave early every day because i have all my credits already but anyways, i was telling my homies how this chick the other day asked me to be in a porn with her (funny story) and Betsy asked me why i haven't answered her text. i was like my phone died whatever but she said how she got her dress and how that she still wants to go to prom blah blah blah but the thing i wanted to post was she said how this kid she used to make fun of killed himself and was laughing about it. everybody was like thats not funny and she said "yeah imma bitch!" just smiling like everything she said was not outta line. this bitch is evil

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Fixed

Holding my finger on the pause button because I don't want to rewind and rerun this shit.

I KNOW! I KNOW! i'm re-opening this thread but i have to put this down. i know you guys are going to chew my ass up for this especially after what all i said "fuck this bitch" "she don't deserve a guy like me" "She is evil". but i had a text convo with her last weekend that ended the prom contract and i wanted you guys to see it. i was terrified to post it but i said fuck it, future members can learn from it. im the type of guy when somebody says the stove is hot, i have to go touch the stove and burn my fucking hand and be like "damn the stove is hot!" but anyways here is the convo.

me: wassup

her:hey what up!

me:wanna chill this weekend?

her:Yeah! i have to find a time, because of my work schedule. what you wanna do?

me: are you down?

her: fo what

me: down to fuck. if you're not im not trippin

her: oh haha no sorry

me: hahaha it's your lost but it's all good though

her: awwwwwwe im sorry

me: why are you sorry?

her: i know it's like a prom night tradition but i didn't plan on it

me:it's cool don't even worry about i'll just take someone else

her: what..

me:you said you wasn't down to fuck right?

her: Right! so no prom..

me: uhh yeah. i'll find a chick who will, we can still be friends im not pissed off or anything like that

her: oh. but i already brought my dress

me: haha well i guess you got some things to think about

her: well i don't want to, so you don't want to go prom with me anymore

me: no. im not about to waste my time on you anymore. that will make me look like a dumbass. tbh i'd rather go by myself.

after that nothing. man i'm glad i did what i did now i say fuck prom i don't need it. i can only imagine other guys that were in my position wasting their time and their money on these unworthy, preppy, think their shit don't stink, high school bitches. in the end she lost and i came out on top

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Too much stanch my friend,

If she wanted to come to you with prom, and not fuck you and you truly felt it was completely her loss there wouldn't have been that knee jerk reaction to rid yourself of her.

You woulda been like...so this girls wants to come with me and get herself all hot and bothered and then not fuck me? That's pretty funny, I think it will be fun to watch her have that internal conflict.

Whatever happened to listening to actions and not the words?

I am disappoint.

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Talk about forcing the issue and trying to barter with air.

Just plain awful.

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Indeed, lol.

"You wracka disciprine"

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At the beginning of your post, you basically say that you burned yourself deliberately to teach yourself not to fuck with fire. I applaud the intent. BUT.....

if the intent was to teach yourself a hard lesson, take this into account: In my opinion, a) once they feel that they have gotten to you in any way, be it a boner for them or anger at them (both of which I clearly detect in the text exchange you posted), THEY FEEL THEY HAVE WON. And in that event, YOU HAVE LOST. Unless of course.......

b) you truly don't give a shit (in which case you would not be thinking in terms of winning or losing, or about her for that matter).

Either way, inner work is required. Which requires shifting your focus from HER to YOU........

and reading the VAST amounts of information stored on this forum. Which I myself am now going back to doing.....

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"I will not grow in the light, until I pass through the darkest caverns of my heart..."

"Temet Nosce"

Women don't lose. Especially not when they are young, good looking and in demand.

The best you can hope for is a clean break at this point. However, it is unlikely. You should prepare for the worst. Couple of options for her to break you psychologically:

She could go over to your best friend's place and fuck him rotten, no prom, no date, just because she felt like it. Or some other random dude. To prepare for this, run over the mental movie of it until you feel no emotions.

She could try the 'public humiliation' thing. Air out some secret you confided in her to all your friends and family. Or even just let everyone know the fact that you wanted to sex her up, could be enough, her acting all shocked etc. You need to own your shit to handle this kind of a situation.

You showed a bit of balls and she's gonna try to chop them off.

Also, this is the reason for my post above:

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"Temet Nosce"

i really don't give a fuck it is what it is.
oh trust me i'm prepared for it, i don't have a best friend but no doubt she will try to fuck one of my homeboys i'm sure of it and knowing them, they won't tell me. i don't tell bitches shit i consider a secret, i'm not that stupid bro. Humiliation is most likely what will happen though but what can she say really " i didn't want to fuck him" other bitches will and i can humiliate her too so im not trippin on that either. or she could try to slander my good name but my class hate this chick, nobody likes her, because she's infamous for fucking other guys while in a relationship because she was mad at them. i don't give a fuck because we were not dating anyways.

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