This is no surprise to me.
Sure, these increased attacks could be in response to subtle "vibes" that you're giving off and aren't even aware of (Mirror).
I feel I'm acting nicer and more accepting towards people
You may be acting rather than genuine, and the mirror flings back shit at you. Maybe. Perhaps. Only you can really know if deep down you're acting as opposed to genuinely wanting to be this way.
BUT: I don't think that's the main point.........
I talked briefly about my experiences with this kinda shit here:
http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopi ... =20#p34972
I only started to understand what I consider "The Mirror That Life Really Is" when I started
letting go on specific issues that bothered or upset me (plenty of threads on that topic too). For example, every time I truly
released (another term that means more than at first glance
) being pissed off by a particular personality type, I found that subsequently people with that personality type started to avoid me, or would interact with me without bringing that personality out, and in some cases would even start to cooperate with me, help me out, etc.
Another interesting thing that seems to happen is that
sometimes this personality type would confront me even more obnoxiously, totally in my fucking face. Once I started seeing these events as practice thrown at me by life to help me sharpen my sword - so to speak - my progress towards being able to see the mirror and experience the above really accelerated.
I also said elsewhere that an Eckhart Tolle (
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle ) quote is now at the forefront of my mind ALL THE TIME with regards to this:
"How do you know that this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you're having at this moment." Clarification: 'experience you need' means 'experience you need in order to evolve'.
I'm assuming you have some experience with letting go/releasing if you're on GP's site, even if you've only been doing Just Allow It for 4 days. That's a prerequisite for what i'm about to say.
My recommendation would be to sit down and do some releasing on these real-world events. My experience has been that initially I was too 'clumsy' with this practice to be able to remember to "allow and release the feelings/sensations" IN THE SITUATION - not to mention not being able to do it while actually talking to someone - so i'd do it when I got home. As time went on, my reaction time improved; I would remember to do it immediately after the person left my vicinity; now i'm at the stage where SOMETIMES I can do it while the person is in front of me, fucking with me (although I can only do it "lightly" or "shallowly" when they're in front of me - not as deep as I can when in the privacy of my own home). I will undoubtedly improve, as i'm confident you will as well, with practice.
As for 'why is this shit happening?':
1 - To reiterate:
"How do you know that this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you're having at this moment."
2 - Look at it this way: if you have a 'button' - ie a sore spot in your psyche that, once touched by another, provokes a 'negative' reaction in you - eg fear, freezing, sadness, a feeling of 'being small', or a strong desire to punch the motherfucker's lights out - and no one ever provoked it, how would you ever know it was there, and needs healing? Therefore, these fuckers who are messing with you are actually HELPING YOU. (No need to thank them, though - their help is unintentional
)
My theory is that now you've started on this path, life recognises your desire & craving to become the best, MOST AUTHENTIC 'you' that you could ever be, and is throwing this shit at you to start you on your path. Or alternatively, replace 'life' with 'your subconscious'. Whatever. Doesn't matter. Just accept the gift and open it.
Of course, all of the above is only my opinion........