Scarf your words are wise almost the same as peregrinus your words have similar affect on me like his because he makes you think in differently but its decided I will stay this path and put my resolve fully into this I will learn everything that get these bitches hot and bothered and make them suffer like they made me suffer
That's fantastic because I love peregrinus. People think he's the same as Kidd, but he's not, his style certainly does differ. As does mine. It has to, otherwise we couldn't be different people.
Anyway, lets have another look at your words.
I actually noticed a lot of women staring at me today and I wasn't really even trying to look it just jumped out at me women getting close to me saying hi. I say hi to be polite and do my job of course but really I'm like I hate you bitch in every possible way like I want nothing to do with them its almost like they could sense it.Nothing overt yet but I definitely noticed a different response this time around why now of all times I want nothing to do with them at all the universe is playing with me now, 'm just like can't you see I hate you from the bottom of heart.
So what has caused this phenomenon?
Is it because hating them so much has allowed women to notice you in order to prove themselves? Actually, no. Although this does happen when you start a conversation, I found that is not the initial spark that causes the attraction. What does it is the vibe you're giving off of having them completely figured out. It is not only attractive with women but with prospective employers as well. They can sense you've got it all figured out. They want someone like that. They want someone who understands the world as it is. Because think about it - how many people could you say have the whole thing figured out?
That sense of confidence and clarity is something that is aligned with what I call true attraction, which is consistency. The 'I know what I'm doingness of it all'. Even if you are a dork. If you are completely consistent in your dorkiness, it is attractive.
Think about your life, if you are going to take your life by the horns and run it as you please, not only will women find you attractive (because you have it all figured out), you will find yourself attractive. You are just going to see everything as it is and call it like you see it. No fuss. No muss.
So, are you going to go down this route?
...I decided on the path of hatred and a new philosophy of live fast and die young along with enthusiasm and hard work so if I die because of it I am fully prepared to accept this destiny.
Well there you go then! Problem solved. You will experience lift off like no other. Things will start happening fast pace as you catch up to the speed of life, calling it as you see it. Life will never be any better.
And then this is going to happen:
Yes...all of you...this is just a natural part of the process. There are some very hard truths that you MUST accept...but once you do, then things become REALLY interesting indeed.
And when this happens, you are probably going to re-think your focus.
Then it gets a bit hazy and dare I say, a little bit more difficult.
Big step for you here, Resonance.