couple weeks now. still dealing with the cleanup. funny how when things go awry it's always the man's fault. as you said, she is still lurking. trying to bait me on Facebook with shade throwing posts. me? I give her zero attention, money for my son and the rest of effort at my job.
Alchemists, never ever impregnate a woman like the one you described. the one I did started out cool, until she started sapping my life force. she got knocked up once, I told her to inform her parents, she reacted frighten to that so I told her to delete the fetus(month and a half) she then proceeds to get knocked up again...not saying I didn't play an integral part, but she was supposed to be on contraceptives and she knew I was not ready for a child. I love my son tho. but I hate the person I got him with
he is almost one now and I do every damn thing for him, she only keeps him cuz I had to put her out of my home. and with all of that she is still an ungrateful bitch that lives on Facebook and post dumb shit. sorry for unloading on your post....its just been a while
No worries, damn that's rough dude. If I'd gotten this chick pregnant I'd end up raising the kid on my own cuz she's so unstable, if we did raise the child together she'd end up with Postnatal Depression and god forbid if she acted out on that, I'd never forgive myself.
I'd be a shell of a man and more broken than she left me when our relationship ended. I actually ran into her the other day and ignored her like she didn't exist, I had a crazy feeling though that hit me deep. I genuinely cared for her and her wellbeing, as fucked up as she was. It's like the nurturing side of me went into overdrive when I gave into the feels, and her being good at getting whatever she wants, in that fucked up way we were compatible.
That will never happen again, it hurts less now than it did but the pain will always be there as a solid reminder of what not to do.