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I've lost the drive to achieve etc
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Author:  fufe [ Sun Mar 27, 2016 4:39 pm ]
Post subject:  I've lost the drive to achieve etc

Hi

I released something, that made me go for goals and made me felt excited when I was working for them, talking about them etc
Now I don't feel really motivated.. Things that were fun are iriitating, not fun etc - there just isn't the drive that was there.
I Think I calmed myself a lot by doing. But I don't know if I will be able to do the job I'm doing as good as I was doing it up to this point haha

But I have a little theory, that this may have been shutdown by a belief, because it has disappeared (the drive has) when I was talking to someone yesterday. It seems that I get my drive down before other people. "I don't want them to surpass me."
Well, that released a lot of pressure by saying that in my mind

Funny how you start a thread and find a solution before finishing it

Author:  Jared [ Mon Mar 28, 2016 7:25 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: I've lost the drive to achieve etc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5Vu9FgA1oY

Author:  Aragorn [ Mon Mar 28, 2016 10:09 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: I've lost the drive to achieve etc

I'm thinking it's you realizing the reasons you were doing it for are egoic - dishonesty and self-introspection don't go hand in hand much over the long term.

EDIT: i.e. don't resist but listen to what it's telling you

Author:  Jared [ Tue Mar 29, 2016 12:01 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: I've lost the drive to achieve etc

Feeling = healing

Author:  fufe [ Tue Mar 29, 2016 4:52 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: I've lost the drive to achieve etc

Aragorn wrote:
I'm thinking it's you realizing the reasons you were doing it for are egoic - dishonesty and self-introspection don't go hand in hand much over the long term.

EDIT: i.e. don't resist but listen to what it's telling you
Yeah.. That's what I was thinking was happening.

Author:  fufe [ Tue Mar 29, 2016 8:50 pm ]
Post subject:  Re: I've lost the drive to achieve etc

It's funny how these impulses to write these posts are just emotions seeking resolution.

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