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PostPosted: Sun Mar 27, 2016 4:39 pm 
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I released something, that made me go for goals and made me felt excited when I was working for them, talking about them etc
Now I don't feel really motivated.. Things that were fun are iriitating, not fun etc - there just isn't the drive that was there.
I Think I calmed myself a lot by doing. But I don't know if I will be able to do the job I'm doing as good as I was doing it up to this point haha

But I have a little theory, that this may have been shutdown by a belief, because it has disappeared (the drive has) when I was talking to someone yesterday. It seems that I get my drive down before other people. "I don't want them to surpass me."
Well, that released a lot of pressure by saying that in my mind

Funny how you start a thread and find a solution before finishing it


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PostPosted: Mon Mar 28, 2016 10:09 pm 
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I'm thinking it's you realizing the reasons you were doing it for are egoic - dishonesty and self-introspection don't go hand in hand much over the long term.

EDIT: i.e. don't resist but listen to what it's telling you

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PostPosted: Tue Mar 29, 2016 4:52 pm 
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Aragorn wrote:
I'm thinking it's you realizing the reasons you were doing it for are egoic - dishonesty and self-introspection don't go hand in hand much over the long term.

EDIT: i.e. don't resist but listen to what it's telling you
Yeah.. That's what I was thinking was happening.


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PostPosted: Tue Mar 29, 2016 8:50 pm 
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It's funny how these impulses to write these posts are just emotions seeking resolution.


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