Yes that's how I live now, feeling it, it passes, it ebbs and flows. Reminds me of someone mentioning Sedona on another thread, though I've never done it. And once you feel it, the space is open to create what you want, so choose your thoughts carefully. Hee hee.
On a related note check this out!
http://www.urbanmonk.net/136/loneliness ... f-romance/
I love the part about the owner of the "seduction lounge"
I remember feeling this way many times, after having slept with a lover or girlfriend, thinking that it was the ultimate union of a man and women. I was wrong.
So what's it all for?
Well we can't help but love women and put ourselves there and we are red-blooded men, no doubt. We are stuck in this human male bodies for now, yet the more we identify with it, the more we are trapped. The less we identify ourselves as that, the more we feel free. And back again. I can feel great just typing this message to you on the board, feel connected to everything. And yes I still will go out tonight in my home town that I've just moved to, to meet people, socialize, and yes eventually meet women.
But if I don't start as whole and complete, it's always a rat race to romance, seduction and sex. If I start whole and complete, ready to have fun, experience, and have adventure in the game of life, everything shows up just fine. And really it is.