Natural Freedom

Ive come to a point in my life were I just feel lost and weak

Although I workout and run daily I just feel like a bitch on the inside
Im a lame on campus I have to admit..the girls that played me I just ignore them and now I feel worst since ive ignored all female interaction..my conscious is saying quit bitchin but when ur surrounded by nothing but women and ur still lonely..shit sucks
My social life is non existent back home as well since I moved
I am a broke student and I want more...I want to go into something I love and become a beast at it
I'm taking up boxing as a hobby

Life is about your legacy you leave I want my kids to say my father was the shit

I just feel stuck right now

The only thing I wholeheartedly approve the boxing hobby you choose.
I still do it, it's a very discipline oriented sport, and daily struggling battle with yourself first, but a very rewarding sport nonetheless.

I too feel lost and weak sometimes, and I don't know why.

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GMST

In what ways are you giving away your strength?

Maybe look at taking up meditation?

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"The heart is deep beyond all things, and it is the man. Even so, who can know him."

I feel weak in a sense that I don't have a stable of women anymore and my social life is shot right now also I know I can do better academically...I seriously have visions of how I should be compared to what I'm doing
But I refuse to throw a pity party I'm going to work on it this summer.. I want to be the guy I know I should be
The women I desire I hate the fact I'm not ramming them and that goes for celebrities as well lol
I admit I gave up on the women at my college since I feel they know my social life here...or should i give it another go for my senior year next year

I know how you feel dude. Not so much with the women area but academically and career wise I know I could be doing a lot more and sometimes it really gets me down.

We do have a choice though and we can absolutely change our ways. I don't think you should wait till the summer, this shit has to start now cause now is all you got. Plus we both have to stop basing our self worth on what we have or don't have. This will get us nowhere.

You're soooooooooooo down on yourself that a woman could never go down on you......

Make a fucking project out of one day please.

Eat your favorite breakfast, favorite lunch, favorite dinner, go to your favorite places, talk to your most favored people, go shopping or window shopping at your favorite stores, do your most favorite activities, play your most favorite games, smoke your favorite weed, drink your beer or liquor etc.

Plan the day from 7am to 2am.

Don't get mad at me when you hate that the day is over. Just thank me silently and remember the feeling and know that you should strive to live everyday like that even if you don't get the same feeling.

Much love to yall that responded..and your right I have to start now..I've been working on my overall mindset..telling myself I am king..its been going well..I still act real goofy but I'm a funny guy..don't want to change that...

I'm going to keep working out,reading, and just stay positive

Don´t talk yourself into being "The King", it´ll make you incongruent You´ll just come off as an overcompensating jackass.
Relax, follow rdk´s advice, no need for affirmations.

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Perfect behavior is born of complete indifference.

Good look on keeping it 100 merrick..ima plan my whole day out tommorow..give rkd advice a test drive

I'll let you with one gif you will deem appropriate.

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GMST

How did the day turn out?

I'm the same way bro. I envision myself in a different life, but that vision is blurry sometimes. And, as for the how I feel inside...sometimes like a bitch or pussy it sucks to write that, but its how I feel sometime. Where's the fire inside of me that will take down a tree with my teeth regardless of the absurdity of it?

I can notice myself basking in my pool of self-pity. Poor me
A could make a list of things I'm not satisfied about my life, but that would just waste time. I don't think I've ever been a hard-worker or disciplined in getting things done (I was on the other hand a very obedient and manipulated boy when I was younger; still traces of that trail still linger behind).

I've been told how I'm lazy and spoiled (I hear "your an only child" many fucking times) and to be honest it burns inside when I hear that. Today, I went to stand up for myself, but there was no point its the fucking truth.

I'm going to make a routine for myself and stick to it for 21 days (meditation, reading daily, plyometrics, that's all I can think of right now).

It went cool..I'm missing a bad stallion to lay with thats all..or a stable of them im getting my game tight just need to find me a chick to match my hustle and build on that

Patience, patience....if you build it (become your best friend), they will come....

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"Truth is not something that can be truly and deeply understood by having it spoon-fed to you." - Adyashanti

They man..becoming your own bestfriend is harder than I thought..the negative thoughts come out the woodwork lol

Yep, if it was easy, you would see many more content people who don't take anti-depressants...

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"Truth is not something that can be truly and deeply understood by having it spoon-fed to you." - Adyashanti

If it is hard for you, imagine how hard it is for others to become your bestfriend

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.

Mirror

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~There's weakness in the hearts of all humans are you afraid to acknowledge yours... ~
Mr. Todo

You got a point..but what does mirror mean

You feel lost and weak because you are just that...LOST...and too damn WEAK for pussy to do anything constructive about it.

You are not currently on a path that fulfills you and gives you hope for the future. Find THAT...once you do, everything else will fall into place as you strive to maximize your potential. Don't do it for anyone else other than YOURSELF.

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EVERYTHING in life is conditional...EVERYTHING.

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