A couple days ago I was subjected again to the bullshit music at work but instead of giving in to the negative emotional reaction I usually get when I listen to sucker songs, something inside my brain suddenly popped up and went "
that's sucker behavior" and I was like
"hm, alright" now this shit (more specifically sucker songs) are in a whole new category in my brain, that's the best way I can explain it, that's how it is now whenever I see or hear some social matrix bullshit, it feels nice, feels like I got over some shit.
I caught a bit of then ending to Love And Other Drugs at work, how Jake Gyllenhal's character turned from a ladies man into a sucker is not surprising but curious, I might have to check the rest of it out for a laugh.