Sorry never saw this...oops.
Umm it was more something would come up in my life and I would be uncertain about the course of action I needed to take or a bunch of personal issues would come up.
If my mind was the foundation of a house, it would appear cracks from tree roots eating at it. They would notice this and plant a whole bunch of new trees and start acting shittier and shittier. I would hastily slap some paper mache or equally ineffective bullshit over the cracks instead of uprooting the trees. Trying to regain my position as the person I protrayed myself as at the start of the relationship. All the while being less and less true to myself for a relationship that I wanted less and less but was taught that I should hold on to, others outside the relationship would see my self doubt and would begin to doubt me as well.
She would find someone that she felt had the value she didn't think I had.
But there was never anything wrong with the foundation, because there are no trees
