Natural Freedom

One reason why most countries don't find the time to embrace her thinking is that Ayn Rand is a textbook sociopath. Literally a sociopath: Ayn Rand, in her notebooks, worshiped a notorious serial murderer-dismemberer, and used this killer as an early model for the type of "ideal man" that Rand promoted in her more famous books -- ideas which were later picked up on and put into play by major right-wing figures of the past half decade, including the key architects of America's most recent economic catastrophe -- former Fed Chair Alan Greenspan and SEC Commissioner Chris Cox -- along with other notable right-wing Republicans such as Supreme Court Justice Clarence Thomas, Rush Limbaugh, and South Carolina Gov. Mark Sanford.

So what, and who, was Ayn Rand for and against? The best way to get to the bottom of it is to take a look at how she developed the superhero of her novel, Atlas Shrugged, John Galt. Back in the late 1920s, as Ayn Rand was working out her philosophy, she became enthralled by a real-life American serial killer, William Edward Hickman, whose gruesome, sadistic dismemberment of 12-year-old girl named Marion Parker in 1927 shocked the nation. Rand filled her early notebooks with worshipful praise of Hickman. According to biographer Jennifer Burns, author of Goddess of the Market, Rand was so smitten by Hickman that she modeled her first literary creation -- Danny Renahan, the protagonist of her unfinished first novel, The Little Street -- on him.

What did Rand admire so much about Hickman? His sociopathic qualities: "Other people do not exist for him, and he does not see why they should," she wrote, gushing that Hickman had "no regard whatsoever for all that society holds sacred, and with a consciousness all his own. He has the true, innate psychology of a Superman. He can never realize and feel 'other people.'"

Ayn Rand's crush on a famous serial killer:

From what I have researched, I have quite a few sociopathic traits...not conclusive enough to put me in that barrel, but definitely enough to raise an eyebrow or two.

because of my strange behaviour a girl asked me if i can kill a boy for her, she though i was stalking a female friend of her, but it was a great coincidence that where i go she is there.

we talked for almost 2 hours and then for some reason they practicaly run away fom me

today i was walking on the street and i felt like a wave pushing me, i knew she was near i enter in a cafe-bar and she was there, she run away again

Now, that's some synchron-ization or "-icity"

or

Now you have discovered the new "Radar bitch repellent"

do you still don't believe me peregrinus?

i thought you were like me

uh?

you may have to expand on that a bit.

girls don't wanna get close
but some men scratch their dicks when they see me.

I will add to this, even if a woman/girl does have a male role model around - if he is still embedded in the matrix or a symp, she will get totally the wrong message from him as he will not live up to the ideals given above. Hence she will not have SEEN and FELT how a MAN will act like, a true MAN. She will have only seen the 'sympish' giving in behaviour and the woman being in control (her mother, sisters, aunts etc) and hence will see that as being male.

Hence when confronted by a MAN, she will usually not see him for what he is, or have an EXTREME reaction to him. She WILL think about this later, talk it over with friends etc and it WILL nag away at her.
She will then either keep AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE from him, or feel herself keep being pulled towards him, whilst not really knowing why - this can leave her in a big state of confusion and panic.
She may also see him as dangerous, as he is having and effect on her that she cannot control. It may scare her, while at the same time exciting her and turning her on.

It may take a long time or a short time for her to realise what she has seen/felt, when she does realise it will have a big effect on her.

i'm repeating the same things that i did before, but this time i'm more strong because i lived this before 1000 times more difficult

my mind block alll the strange coincidnces i've seen,not just about girls becasue at this point i don't need confirmation, it is becasue if i accept it it lleads me to 2 conclusions

i am crazy or i'm god i'm am the only human being.

i can ony thing in evolution,the matrix is evolution, it is the way it is or the arms and legs for the alpha male.

and the same question am i the only one feeling this way