It's all about choosing from the pack that choose us, man... I'm not saying settle, I'm just saying be honest with yourself. Despite her shenanigans, she basically made it effortless for you to pick her up.
I've dated some women who aren't 10s, 9s, or 8s in the looks department.. But, they ALWAYS made up for it elsewhere. Bringing me food or cooking for me, paying for dates, massages, crazy unexpected blow-jobs... WITHOUT asking. Sure, I, like you, may have not been attracted to them physically, but their inner world was on point!
There is a treasure to be found in such women because they know they have to work twice as hard.
Besides, I hear big women really know how to cater to a king. Just sayin'...
I second this.
I was with a fat 42 old woman who barely has anything going for her a few months back. She gave me the best blowjob ever. She let me fuck her throat.....excuse me. She asked me to fuck her throat. I poked the inside of her neck so many times....etc. etc. She did anything and everything to me.
She literally choked for it.
She also offered to pay for me to ride to her place, drink on her dime, etc. I broke it off with her because she was insecure about being seen with me in public. She tried to test me about having me pay for dinner so I ended that because I didn't even feel like the games.
Edit: I should make it clearer. She was insecure about HERSELF being seen with me in public.