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@Jared
great video!
I want to fill that void that makes me think i need woman.Yes the key is to accept the pain and hurt instead of fighting it.In the meantime instead of using women in general as a blanket for not having a particular woman around i am better off dissolving myself in hobbies correct?
I will reference slim...there is no void. See if you can see where it comes from.
For the next 90 days i am not going to ask any women for phone numbers or
dates.Neither will i ignore them but this time i am going out only because there is something that i enjoy doing.
Ego. Why 90 days? Why not 20,000 days. This isn't about women for you. You think it is, but its not.
Sit down. Take a breathe. Take out the garbage.
You know... I'm starting to be convinced this may not be the path for you...and there's nothing wrong with that.
Really sit down and think about this. Why force yourself something when deep down you don't want it?
Here i appreciate your guidance.Having studied pick up from age 23-28 there is some unconditioning that needs to be done.
So get to work and be kind to yourself in the process. Less typing more reading and digesting.
I have noticed that when I am struggling and getting blown off by women I'm also needy and approval seeking around people in general.The reverse is also true So what i need to work on is stop wanting things from people in general not just women.There is a connection between the two.