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PostPosted: Wed Mar 19, 2014 6:52 am 
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Today I would like to share an experience that illustrates a change in external behavior due to an internal shift.

The first example is me conversing with a girl about a year ago.

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This is a girl who I had been **TRYING to get with for a long time. I've known her for a long time. She was the first person I had sex with, fucked her once, haven't fucked her since. I had a very peculiar relationship with this girl. I think I projected emotions related to my relationship with my mother onto her. You'll see in the second conversation she talks about how I used to bully her. That is something I am not proud of, especially because I recognize the source of it. I'm not too hard on myself about it though, I mean I was only like 14 at the time. Plus I've mended that with her, as best as I can.

I was not able to restore our friendship until I came to grips with the source of my behavior.

Here is a conversation I had with her earlier today...
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Her: What r you up to for Spring break

Me: Going to Havasu next week. Hbu

Her: I'm going to palmsprings for a few days and going home.

Her: When will you be home? I just explained the way you bullied me in 8th grade to my friends and they were like holy shit hahaha

Me: Satuirday-> Tuesday. Your friends probably think I'm evil

Her: Okay same! Yaaay let's hangout.

Her: They do

Me: Well they don't really know me. Question is, do you think I'm evil

Her: Haha no i think you are just mean sometimes. But I forgive you.

Me: Being mean is one thing but bullying a friend is another. I am glad you forgive me and that's in the past. See you next week

Her: Lol Jdogg love yaaa. Can't wait yaaaaayyyyyy
I haven't seen this side to her in a long time. Looks like the sexual attraction is there and the circumstances seems like they could be favorable to her.

She seems to be testing the stability of the branch. I am very curious to see where this goes.


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