Hey all! I've been reading this forum for a while on and off but never thought of posting. As of late, I feel as though I've hit my epiphany moment and my life has been extraordinarily better. I really am so grateful for all the wisdom offered here...it has positively affected every facet of my life.
Anyway, a little bit more about me. I'm a 17 year old Senior in High School. I was exposed to PUA and later this site about 3 years ago. I wish I had never heard of PUA as it had a very negative impact on my psyche, though I guess it wasn't such a bad thing as it was my first dose of the red pill and without it I would have never found this site. I go to one of the best public schools in California and I'm at the top of my class. I'm very mature and intelligent both academically and socially. Physically, I'm tall, dark and handsome. I'm also an arrogant prick
. Basically, I have TONS of potential for success and I am so glad that I've began my path to enlightenment at such a relatively young age.In the past month or so, my life has taken a huge turn in the right direction. I feel as though I've gotten my mojo back and it's because I've been dedicated to improving myself. You guys are sooo right about everything it is RIDICULOUS. Feeling happy is sooo simple. Improving yourself for the right reason+following the wisdom in Grinus' signature (essentially being yourself)=happiness.
Specifically, what i've done in the past 2 months is:
1. I got a gym membership - Seriously guys, if you're not being physically active on a regular basis, DO IT. It is proven to make you feel better. The Chemistry does not lie.
2. I have been proactive in expanding my free-lance tutoring business. I've gone from making $50 a week to about $300 a week, which is fucking awesome for me. I come from an affluent community, but my family is far from wealthy and it feels really good to be financially independent. I just bought a ticket to CABO earlier today...Freaking Stoked!!
3. These two things + my internalization of the lessons taught here about society have given me so much momentum I feel INVINCIBLE (almost
) So enough of my introduction...here's what I did last night
Last night I went to a birthday party thrown by one of my close friends. I had an awesome time. When I'm feeling good, which seems to be a constant now-a-days, everyone else has fun. Drinking with friends, making a fool of myself, talking to guys and girls alike, dancing - essentially just partying - is my favorite hobby. So basically, I had fun last night and I'll be damned if there weren't at least 15 girls jocking me through out the night. Like 5 girls approached me for my number to 'tutor' them, and if there's one thing I love more than partying, it is making money.
So now I'll stop with what seems like bragging as i didn't actually get any pussy
and I'll give you guys some thing to critique.For the past few weeks, this one girl has been jocking me real hard. She's pretty fine, nothing tooo special, but a typical blonde, Southern california high schooler nonetheless. The thing about this girl is that she's my best friend's younger sister...red flag right away. Because of this, we've got this interesting dynamic going on; we both want something we can't have. We could have it, but it's taboo so to speak. This guy is a true friend if I've ever had one and I value his friendship highly. Oh another thing you should know about me is that I am very loyal to my friends, so I would never do anything shady with his sister. If I ever do get with his sister, I'd let him know promptly...hell I asked him last night if I could hook up with her and he vehemently said NO.
The thing is, he is not protective of his sister. They have a love-hate thing going on and his view of her hooking up with me, or any of his other friends (which she has, a couple of times), is that she is doing it in spite of him. This is just simply not true, and I have tried to explain this to him a couple times this weekend (he recently found out that his sister fucked another one of our close friends...i took the stance of defending of the other friend). Anyway, getting with his sister is something that I am still debating in my head and you guys are free to comment on this issue of morality.
Late last night, I found myself very drunk in the king size bed of the host's parents, alone. I go to my phone to see what mah girls are doing and who do i have a SnapChat (picture message) from? My friend's sister. This is the conversation that followed verbatim:
Me: Where the fuck are you
Her: Who dis?
Me: Girl you're not that popular
Her: JDOGGG
Me: Lets fuck
Her: Okay WHO IS THIS brotha from anotha motha
Me: This is jonathan come to maddens
Her: you would never say that
Me: Ha i guess you dont know me
Her: Your drunky 4.0 whose there
Me: 3.9 and im here with some bitches
Her: "bitches" Goodnight
Me: hahahahahahahaha your funny
Then it says she didn't open the last text until this morning
My plan of action at this point is to play it by ear. If she is down then she'll get in contact with me and if not then it's all good. I might be better off if she doesn't come around as I'll avoid that sticky situation with my friend. Anyways, this post has been long enough so thanks for reading guys! I look forward to conversing with all of you guys now that I'm active here.
Dogg out!
