The funny thing is, I actually see through the bullshit girls pull. I see how bitchy they act, how badly fucked their perception is, how self-entitled they think they are, and how they basically care only and only about themselves. I know this is supposed to be human nature, but I can't see it with the guys in my dorm.

So now, I'm completely disenchanted from women. We usually have parties in our room (cleaning up in the morning sucks), which leads to all guys dancing up on girls, while I'm sitting down, and thinking "Why would I want to?".

I'm legit scared about this behavior, as it seems that almost all of my sexual drive has basically disappeared. To use a very crude metaphor that is way too drastic- it's like I'm the dude that's discovered what Hitler's all about while the rest of Germany is waving their flags and screaming for joy when he starts talking. I feel like I just can't connect to this area of interaction.

There's girls sitting on my bed while I'm sipping tea, and I find I can't even strike up a conversation. Not out of fear, but out of a complete lack of wanting to.

Meanwhile the other guys are poking fun at them, joking around and having fun with them. And I feel like I don't want to...at ALL. And I'm scared of this. Is this normal? I don't want to become some social outcast that can't talk to women because he's uncovered their "secret". Or, in other words, I feel like I'm overreacting to something that shouldn't be phasing me. But it does, and now I don't care about them. But I kind of feel like I should.

It will pass...it's just part of the calibration process.

http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopic.php?f=18&t=910

"Most times men would do better to just sit there and look pretty on dates. Don't say shit. Cause soon as you tell me how you think and I realize you are serving up fuckery, I'm out. Whereas if you had shut your pie hole, nodded when appropriate, and smiled a lot, you mighta got some pussy. Stupid muthafucka!"

http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopi ... =22&t=2591

"So tell us Mark, now at the very end - what was your secret? How did you get all them girls?

"Simple. Don't say anything at all."

"Nothing? "

"Nothing. Then, when the tension becomes too much to bear, you finally, finally, you just say: "How about it, then?"

I don't care about them. But I kind of feel like I should.

The funny thing is, I actually see through the bullshit girls pull. I see how bitchy they act, how badly fucked their perception is, how self-entitled they think they are, and how they basically care only and only about themselves. I know this is supposed to be human nature, but I can't see it with the guys in my dorm.

So now, I'm completely disenchanted from women. We usually have parties in our room (cleaning up in the morning sucks), which leads to all guys dancing up on girls, while I'm sitting down, and thinking "Why would I want to?". I'm legit scared about this behavior, as it seems that almost all of my sexual drive has basically disappeared. To use a very crude metaphor that is way too drastic- it's like I'm the dude that's discovered what Hitler's all about while the rest of Germany is waving their flags and screaming for joy when he starts talking. I feel like I just can't connect to this area of interaction.

There's girls sitting on my bed while I'm sipping tea, and I find I can't even strike up a conversation. Not out of fear, but out of a complete lack of wanting to. Meanwhile the other guys are poking fun at them, joking around and having fun with them. And I feel like I don't want to...at ALL. And I'm scared of this. Is this normal? I don't want to become some social outcast that can't talk to women because he's uncovered their "secret". Or, in other words, I feel like I'm overreacting to something that shouldn't be phasing me. But it does, and now I don't care about them. But I kind of feel like I should.

It will pass...it's just part of the calibration process.

My grandfather told me once, when he was young he was in a pub somewhere and there was a girl, every guy hit on her, got blown own, he laughed and watched with amusement. Later he ends up with her alone somewhere else and she tells him "You didn't approach me or talk to me, you are so different from these guys, why ?" etc, you can imagine the rest

It's hard to get excited about fucking the female member of your species once you understand that due to their nature coupled with constant social programming, that they are out to fuck you even HARDER.

It will pass...it's just part of the calibration process.

Why do you feel as though you should?

It's hard to get excited about fucking the female member of your species once you understand that due to their nature coupled with constant social programming, that they are out to fuck you even HARDER.

Tbh, I still haven't accepted this, and it's not the reason I don't talk to them.

Or is it something that just happens?

I would've taken that bet before reading my own quote. Wow. And to think I thought it was the other way around (me consciously trying to be indifferent while deep down I was this needy insecure person). This opened a lot of doors.

Word to the wise...in regards to anything remotely dealing with this forum's topics, don't EVEN consider taking any bets with me.

Glad you are seeing more of the light.

Just curious. If you had to assign a number to your knowledge as compared to the average member on the forum what would it be?