These days I work two jobs and I barely have free time. However, I did want to stop by and just share some success stories.
I already had a lot of success but here are two things I had happening to me which didn't happen before and I never believed they would...
1. When Kidd wrote stories about his keeper and how she is like 15 years younger than him I thought to myself:
well, it's awesome but I doubt I'll ever have women who are 15 years younger than me really wanting to be with me in a long term relationship. Or in other words: I thought only Kidd or Grinus could beat the age gap (as far as a long term relationship....)
well, at the moment I have two women who are 14-15 years younger than me who really want me.
I'm dating both of them (in the little free time that I have...).
One of them is a 6 in terms of looks but a unicorn as far as personality.
Although she is not 'smoking hot' still many Men want her: even guys who are better looking than me and have more money than me.
The second one is an 8 in terms of looks. Also a great personality (less of a unicorn than the first one but still a good girl...). She also has many guys who want her who are better looking than me and have more money....
So this is awesome....
Even if non of them will become my 'keeper', knowing that I can beat the age gap like Kidd and Grinus is awesome....
2. I have a friend (we are friends but not close friends) who is married. His wife is 30 years old and she is smoking hot....
not only that she is also a 'quality woman' (not a club girl....). She has a masters degree and she has a good job at some bank...
Anyway I want to make a long story short: she messaged me from my friend's facebook account.
I wasn't sure if it was really her or my friend trying to trick me so while she messaged me I wrote back:
I'm not sure it's you 'Linda' (let's call her Linda) and not 'Bob' (let's call my friend Bob) trying to trick me.
So she added me on some chat application on the mobile phone- and then I saw it was her name and pic and phone number.
She started chatting with me telling me how horny she is and she really really wanted to have sex with me (this is the short version of all the stuff she wrote which had way more details..... such as:
(Her) I was lying in my bed naked after a shower thinking about you.... While I had sex with my husband I pretended he was You).
She tried so hard to make me have sex with her....
I didn't want to do anything because I don't want to fuck up my friend so I told her to back off.
She was so amazed how I turned down sex and said something like:
'but Sniper, you are a Man (how can you turn down sex)'?
I said: I can control myself and maybe you should too Linda....
So what's the big deal about this little story?
In the past when I started the journey Kidd and Grinus wrote how they turned down sex offers. At the time I thought:
well, I don't think I'll ever have the self control that they have, I don't think I could ever turn down an offer from a smoking hot woman. Sure it may work for them but for me?
My sex drive is just too big....
Now it finally happened. Seems as if I have self control now and it is a big achievement for Me...
But there is something even more important in all this post.
My front and clout didn't change 'that much'. I did lose some weight - yes...
but as far as career I'm still stuck. I still don't have a good paying job....
I also don't have much money right now and I don't have a fancy car or anything that shows "high clout'
so what changed?
I did a lot of inner work (and I still do) to become my own best friend. I invest the little free time I have in things I like to do like meditation and reading. I guess I just don't care much about women or sex...
It's not apathy, fake indifference or I don't want to enjoy women (I am dating....), it's more like:
I really don't feel as if I'm 'incomplete' and all that Bullshit society and TV tells us that we would be without women....
well, I'll take you back to The Kidd's post in regards to value theory: front and clout - what's it really about....
The value theory thread:
viewtopic.php?f=31&t=899
The Kidd has explained why he talks about front and clout and what it's Really all about:
http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopi ... 812#p24812
Thank you Kidd, Grinus and everyone else here. You guys rock!!!
I learned so much from everyone here and
I still have more to learn and improve.....
When I get a full time job and won't have to work 2 jobs I'll be around here more....