A minute ago I was thinking back, through my past with the opposite sex (again).
This time it was different. I wasn´t thinking in terms of "what did I do and why did it work and how did it work".
Rather I was checking my ego and looked for what I did not do.
I remembered my very first kiss when I was 12.. my very first make out session.
Then I went through all other kisses that happened all up to my first time, me losing my V-Card with 17, the couple of girls I shot down when I was being ignorant, or too shy, or simply not interested and a while after that too horny and pick-uppy (which was the single most uneccessary, most game fucking, idiotic thing 'I have ever done in my life).
Going through the couple of chicks I slept with more out of "accident" then being some sort of a "player"
Then I analyzed ever single one as good as I could remember it.
Coming to the mindblowing epically headfucking conclusion at 21:
Every single time I got action in my ENTIRE LIFE no matter if just slighty or fucking each others brains out... I have never laid a chick.
It was ALWAYS THEM GETTING ON MY SHIT. Not the other way around.
So being proactive never got me anywhere. And I always felt like a retard trying to get into a chicks pants too.
I couldn´t understand why any bitch would go for me.. but clearly they knew....
Even when i thought I did some "player stuff" it was like they were just letting me have it
Girls will find a way to get you no matter how long it takes.
The moment you are trying you aren´t being and you are fucking things up, especially FOR HER.
Thinking I was going to be a vrigin forever got me laid in the first place
Accepting you are never going to have sex again will do the same for youThis just made me soooo relaxed
