The more I focus on my dreams, less and less I care about pursuing or putting any time whatsoever into getting women. It's not like before where I would avoid people to try to convey I didn't care. I simply just don't care.
She either likes me or she doesn't if she makes all the decisions on if anything would happen anyways and that is a blessing I don't have to worry about anything it's all her problem. My time is much better spent on getting where I wanna be, the main goal right now is finanically. And an automated income stream. When I catch myself thinking about if a women likes me or what I should be doing, it makes me laugh I wasted so much time on things that didn't matter.
But fuck it I'm 20, plenty of time left
. Since I took a good look at my behavior and dragged a good chunk of it into the light a lot of it has faded almost overnight, there's still bits and pieces but this seems to be lasting changed. I stay under the radar in the sense, that I wont push peoples buttons (most of the time). But if someone is trying to be aggressive with me I have no problem with standing my ground and maintaining my sense of self worth.
I have big goals, and its time to push the envelope and get them realized. Adversity crushes most people but not everyone.