I havent been on this forum too long, so I took some time to go through your old posts, reading through them, analysing them and comparing them to my own experiences.
After a quick message to the Kidd I thought to myself, yeah lets do some deep reading.
Damn, I literally thought at times I was going CRAZY when I started listening to my gut (unintentionally) in my exchange-year in the States (2007/2008). (Enviormental change seems to be key for those experiences).
Girls were all over me back then but I didn´t feel comfortable in my skin and around girls. Like even hot ass chicks n all. I never made a move on any girl.
And since my english was good but I didn´t feel comfortable enough to elaborate on my "own topic" I listened to them and gave them "SPACE" which made them into me even more so.
I couldn´t handle it properley back then but HELL I SHOULD`VE
Everything since then was confusing as hell.. up until now. Up until I went through ALL youre posts.
Now I´m sure that my reads were accurate, and I wasnt going batshit insane.
Reading pick up material just fucked it all up. Every single external source of information fucks your game up.
It´s all within you, nothings going to change that.
I had so many Deja vu´s, the more I read the more moments popped up in my head it was like I was watching a damn movie!!!
Man you cannot believe how grateful I am for this Forum and your posts fellas.
And this Skype session is so going to happen Kidd!!, believe THAT
And ´Grinus we might have gotten of on the wrong foot, with my "Women are perfect, excuse me" thread.
But it´s all falling into place, on a mental level, now.
You´re a genius.
Thanks.
