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Aztech, I don't know the extent of your condition nor do I intend to diminish it but it's a common thread for people who suffer from stress and existential anxieties to lose sleep over obsessive thoughts, when we fuck up (ie develop strong feelings for a girl) obsessive thought patterns occur and the only way out is letting that shit go.
Coming across an epiphany isn't the end all be all of your issues dude, I'm having moments of clarity everyday and I let them pass then they sprout later, they're seeds I planted there and I trust they will grow, I'm not drowning the seeds with 'miracle grow' and screaming at these seeds to blossom, this is what you're doing with your affirmations and whatever else you keep getting into.
Change is gradual, I think part of your problem lies in expecting to 'get it' in one flash of a moment and then you'll get what you want out of life, everytime you hit upon something you're like "I'm cured" but you couldn't be further away from it, not to sound harsh man but you've made little or no progress this wole time because you refuse to take good advice when it's given to you.
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"Simply put, you being in her life is a BLESSING. Her wronging you in any way is her own self-inflicted CURSE, and if she does wrong you, then let the punishment fit the crime. Her life will absolutely SUCK without you."
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