Ok so I wrote the post when I drunk. It's incoherent and pointless. I get it.
I was just trying to get a take on what my next moves should be. Now, that I'm sober I realize #1 was just paranoia. I was looking to deep.
I plan to stick #2 for cash next time I see her. I'll have to teach myself front blasting because she's still doing it. Although, its clear she likes me and I'm sure I've walked into a few conversations where it was clear she was talking about me.
#3 and 4 are just me being retarded. I'm ambivalent in my decisions because I'm too interested in both of them. I really need to just get my ducks in a row and be easy.
I am excited for the next two weeks. I have many opportunities to stick for scratch. It's time for me to do my homework and get low.
Man, you sound like you just got done reading the "Bible".
if you look carefully you will find items here which are imperative for your quest. take some advice from somebody who used to "sound" like you,
search the forum! use key words. you will learn a lot.
if your username is in correlation to your birth year, then it proves what I am saying even more.
(is it a coincidence that I'm watching
Groundhog Day now
)
@ Mr.Montana/Mr. Capone
he needs to find out who he is now.
I hope you are using that rejection as a means to get stronger ( now I don't want you to bury and build on it, no no no...) remember one of the basic principles that are endorsed here. dig deep. find out
WHY it still have effects (negative I assume) on you. remember, if she wants you to come, she will give you the invite.