Natural Freedom

Wow rkd, you really have come far. I remember reading the posts way back when, when u used to post perceived success after success only to be shot down by the Kidd and others. Your posts I've been reading lately have been some of the most in insightful, especially that last one. I'm a high school senior like Donni and all the advice that I have to give is to just keep on trucking because we're only going to be better for all of our experiences and failures.

What amazes me about this topic is how highly capable girls of our age are at playing subconscious mind games, even over text. I tend to miss so much of this stuff, especially when I don't have body language or personal cues to go off of, so now adays I text as little as possible. When in doubt, revert to SPACE.

Oh and another thing, (and sorry for semi high jacking this thread) what's up with high school girls playing all these damn games and then they hit college and they're giving out sex for free (not a bad deal for them haha). But really what gives...these chicks have so little to offer me it's sickening, even moreso sickening are the short cycles I go through where I feel like I need their emotional bleeeeh. It's almost like a fucking male period or some shit.

God I need to hit the gym. /tangent

Space is supposed to be natural. It comes across even in your texts if you do it right.

High school girls are like shooting fish in a barrel. You're so close minded.

College girls have seen much more game and are used to that atari shit, but you can bring that atari game to a high school girl and she'll be like damn he's suave.

Your last part just sounds like some weird shit. Work through it. I don't know what to tell you if you still think you need these women.

So, I'll put it in a song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2k1Pi45wN-A

Here is a good example of giving space genuinely

Me: 2:23Am Feb18

I have to do some work. Hit me up later.

Her: 2:24AM Feb18

Okay will do

Her: 4:21pm Feb18

Hey

Me: 4:35pm Feb18

What's good

Her: 4:40pm Feb18

Not much just got up from a relaxin nap. You?

Me: 4:42pm Feb18

I'm about to take a shower, and get to class at 7pm.

Her: 4:44pm Feb18

Ahh nice

Me: 10:03pm Feb18

No it wasn't I fell asleep and missed the first 30 minutes of class. I fell asleep before I could even shower.

Her: 10:08pm Feb18

Haha aww that sucks

Me: 10:21pm Feb18

Yep. I went to class stinking and tired, but I killed the discussion.

Her: 10:22pm Feb 18

Well that's good

Me: 10:23pm Feb18

What did you do today?

Her: 10:24pm Feb18

Well I had softball practice at 9am took a nap and did hw tried to do hw and ha a softball study hall thing...Had an exciting day

Me: 10:52pm Feb18

Call me.

Her: 4:02PM Feb19

Heyy

Me: RADIO SILENCE.

I'll keep giving this little girl radio silence that told me to go to college like she's doing better than me. I put her in her place when I told her where I went, and she was immediately talking about how close we are to each other.

Her choice not to call me when I told her to is her fault, and she knows it. The fact that I just went to sleep instead of running her down on the phone let's her know she fucked up.

Her choice to text me today instead of calling also shows that she doesn't want to follow my orders.

If a bitch can't soak up the game then cut them loose and keep moving. I bolded the difference between her two greetings over two days before she fucked it up for herself and after she fucked it up for herself.

Sweet song.

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rkd1990 everything you posted i soaked it up in my head like a sponge i tried it today having a clear mind. it improved my verbal game. i was saying funny shit without thinking about it. like my homie and i were looking at people walking in the hallways (we always do this) and this shaggy hair kid walked by and i said "that nigga look like a ferret" my homeboy was cracking up. i thought it was funny but anyways i saw Betsy today everything seemed normal, nothing to worry about. she told me she brought the dress (maroon of course ) had a little conversation. i realized as i was talking to her i was smiling and she was smiling back, is that something i should start doing with these bitches? i think it gives out a good vibe.

also i have another text conversation i had with this chick. this convo was before the one i had already posted.

her: aye my nigga u know i be lookin hot as fuck in my prom dress if u serious

me: yeah imma take yo fine little ass to prom haha

her: for really really reallll???

me: haha yeah

her: oh my God u gonna look so fine

me:yeah imma do me. i wanna see you in that dress though haha

her: UH HUHHHH U GON SEE

me: gimmie a little sneak peak haha
( i fucked up right here smh )

her: no way hahahaha

me: hahaha dammit
( i fucked up again i should've stopped texting this bitch a long time ago)

her: ima high dollar hoe sowwyy

me: nah you good, i like girls with class
( right here i placed this bitch on a pedestal and didn't even realized it at first...dumbass)

her: classiest

i see my problem and it is my ego. this chick will stroke my ego then i'll go in a ego trance and i'll just fuck myself over. it's all good i know she chose me so i'll just relax and see where this goes

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.

She got you eating from her hand.

What are you doing next? are you going to give her 50 dollars to fuck her, or maybe to stroke your ego more?
You are subtly subcommunicating that she's better than you, and you need some of what she had (sneak peak?), even though she was the one that asked you in the first place, she's slowly concluding that you are one more of the lame ass dudes, you just appeareddifferent.

So, does patience and self control sounds familiar to you?

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Pay for pussy? HELL NO! I know better than that and this convo isn't rescent this was last week.
And like i said im not gonna be texting this symp shit anymore. I didn't know any better. Hell i actually thought i was getting somewhere It's like i forgot everything i read on this forum. Ayye i got my helmet on straight and going back in with my game face on

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Aight. Now I whipped out the sprite. I had to wait until I was done because I nearly choked on my chips. Man you almost made me fuck up my lunch because I would've spat my sprite on this library computer and been owing some cash to the school.

All jokes aside, you really didn't show that you have a clear mind. Do you know why you're watching people? Saying someone looked like a ferret doesn't demonstrate a clear mind even a blind man can say that if he knows what ferret is. Now, you probably crack jokes about people all the time. That ain't new. Having a clear mind is more than just thinking straight. It's about breaking out of your mental habits. Why don't you try a day where you're observing how your superiors interact with the students? That may prove far more productive than you know if you see with open eyes and listen with an open mind.

I'm not going to breakdown this conversation because you don't understand what the fuck these bitches are saying to you. I bolded the responses because you two are like two ships passing in the night. You seem to have this idea that you already know what she's talking about. What the fuck? I like girls with class is not the proper response to a bitch that tells you she's a high dollar hoe.

You tell her to get you some damn money then because" Any high dollar hoe with ten toes down for her niggas crown can make stacks from scraps." Or, you tell her to shut the fuck up with that nonsense because she may be dime but you're a hundred dollar bill. This bitch thinks she's better than you, and you cool with that.

Two ships passing in the night.

Don't just respond to a text message if you don't understand it. That's exactly what you're doing. Don't be afraid to ask her, "what do you mean by that?" if the response sounds fishy then think the opposite thing and you're making progress on understanding that bitch.

Listen to that song I posted.

I highly doubt this bitch is actually choosing you as much as you think she is. This bitch sounds like a Choosy Susie. "You never know when a bitch is wearing choosing shoes." What do you think happens when you're not around, not talking to her, or even when you are talking to her?

I'm asking you to come up with a realistic answer. I never assume that bitch is choosing until I get paid, laid, or get a confession implicit or explicit. You haven't had any of those four things happen.

I highly advise you to call this bitch out the next time she starts insinuating that she's above you. You seriously needed to check this bitch 3 months before you were born. That's how late you are.

we need to learn how to be patience.

you download movie and you want it now. got a headache, so you take a pills and want calm effect now. you see a bitch and you want her now... fast, fast, fast. thats what we want, to get something quickly. we might dont know what we want, but it must be now.
probably 'matrix' train us to do things quickly cause we dont have to think. when you 'dont have time' you do things automatic or follow your instincts. (just my theory)

bitch is giving mixing signals cause she is hoping you will be 'loose' and lose focus.

she playing 'stupid' but acting 'smart'.

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“Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms—to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one’s own way.” Viktor E. Frankl

Exactly! playing stupid and acting smart right on point panoramix. and patience is something i forgot
i texted her again today and i caught her off guard haha here is how it went

me: Ayy wassup. you have to drive to prom so don't sell your car yet.

her: aye i got you. Why are (my homeboy) and them doing for rides?

me: they probably gonna use their cars

her: who are they going with

me: shit idk maybe their girlfriends

her: they have girlfriends WTF

me: yeah

her: ohhh well tell them we chillin with them all night.

me: we can chill with whoever the fuck we want to. then it won't be the same anymore we kinda fell off

her: awe what the fuck

her: wanna take pictures with

her: isn't there a group you

me: yeah we can take pictures with our friends.

this is rescent im pretty sure she is gonna text me again but fuck it, all that was needed to be said was said. haha she might fuck around and send me a picture of her prom dress to see if im gonna symp for her

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.

good...good. Reread this thread.

I told you that the way you were acting that she would take a picture and leave your ass.

What's the first thing she brings up after you start talking like you have some sense?

You're not out of the woods yet though.

Expect the unexpected.

Do you know what she is doing now?

This is going to end in so many tears.

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It's like two face from batman isn't it? Flip a coin, one face. Flip a coin, another face.

It is an improvement from his other texts.

she is trying to re-negotiate the contract right? haha i had to check her ass today for some disrespectful shit she pulled. i was kinda nervous but i remembered what peregrinis said just check them calmly here is how it went. the bell ring to start the day i was talking to my homeboys the Betsy and her friend stroll by and Betsy blatantly says "ayye donni we are gonna take pictures with her and her date" goes on about her business without directly looking at me at all giggling with her friend off to class. im not going to lie i was like this my homeboy was laughing at me because how my face looked dickhead. i wish i could've checked her on the the spot but i was caught completely off guard. like what you said rkd1990 i got the unexpected .

so im in class pissed off at this chick thinking should i just not go to prom with this broad. i was in class with this one dude he was talking about how he texted his ex girlfriend who cheated on him to some other bitches they was looking at this fool like WTF then i stepped in and i told him "Are you gonna be her little bitch?" he was like hell naw (the bitches were laughing) and i told "this bitch don't give a fuck about you dawg, don't waste your time texting this bitch" he was like yeah you're right. he was telling me how this chick was his first time and all that lovey dubby shit. i told him "man fuck that bitch, how you know she wasn't been cheating on you with this nigga" ( he was a sophomore so he's new to this shit) i told him "if i was you i would delete that bitch number and forget about her ass and when she text you just be like bitch bitch bitch." and he did. he deleted that bitch number like he was suppose to i kept on giving him game like don't love these bitches because they be choosing when their boyfriends are not around which was perfect because they were girls in our class that everybody knew had boyfriends flirting with the football players in class. i watch these niggas put a pen in this girl ass today it was crazy and she had a boyfriend that i knew and i told this guy " look it's right here in your face these hoes aren't shit." he was like damn Donni thanks man you opened up my eyes bro. i was like you welcome bro. why this was so important because it gave me the courage to check this beeyutch.

now Betsy is a office aid so i was bound to see her in the hallways. there was sub in my gym class so i can just wander the hallways so it was the perfect opportunity so i was wandering the hallways hoping i would bump into Betsy and shortly after strolling around a little bit i did she said " ayye wussup Donni!" i was like "ayye Betsy!" (my heart was pumping ) she was telling me how she got all these classes she has to deliver pink passes to and all that shit. i was like yeah i got a sub in my class free period and all that. i wanted to ease into the checking not just be like BITCH you know after a little conversation i said "yeah i gotta tell you something." she was like "Yeah what?" then i said " i don't have a problem with taking a picture with your friend and her date, but i do have a problem with you blatantly saying that we are take pictures with them then walking off like i ain't shit that's some disrespectful shit." then i said " if you wanna tell me something be like; Donni such and such wanna take pictures so can we take one or Donni lets take pictures with such and such because they don't have anybody to take pictures with" " but don't just say shit and walk off that's some disrespectful shit." She said " yeah im sorry when im with my friends i get obnoxious sometimes, i'll work on that" then i told her how her friends date and i weren't cool then she's like we probably wasn't gonna hang out with them anyways ( the reason why her friends date and I are not cool because his date dried hump the shit outta me at a party bus once and some how he found out ) but yeah tell me how i did on that i was kinda nervous but i got through with it. after that i ended my day taking my 2013 senior class picture i don't know why but i thought i was best looking guy out there

rkd1990 i think you'll enjoy this. here is the text convo we had today too

her: be thinkin' of Bahama bash Costumes
( bahama bash is like a casino at the school after prom it's open till like 8 in the morning )

me: is a costume required?

her: no but it's so fun we have too!!!

me: yeah i understand but i don't have that much money to spend. if you want to you can buy us some costumes.

her: if i come up with costumes will you dress up

me:yeah of course as long it aint nothing gay

her: haha deal! give me some ideas!

me: well idk at the moment but i will start searching

her: my mom said the green mile hahahhaha have you seen that movie?

me: yeah i seen that movie hahaha and hell naw i'll be looking like a slave nigga lmao

her: that was a great man! hehehe

me: it was a good movie and how he healed people and all that but nah haha

her: hahah just teasin'. We will figure it out

shit she's down to throw down some money for a playa still think she's not choosing

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.

Seeing only what you want to see is only fun for so long.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTXz8xMaJi4

She is leading you round on a leash.

All the time you are thinking you are leading, yet you are following.

If you could say to yourself what you said to your friend, that would be a start.

[shakes head and walks away]

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In building a statue, a sculptor doesn't keep adding clay to his subject.He keeps chiseling away at the inessentials until the truth of its creation is revealed without obstructions. Perfection is not when there is no more to add,but no more to take away.

Exactly how much of the site have you read?

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- Oscar Wilde

Popped a Molly I'm sweatin...woo!

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FUCK THIS BITCH! I was thinking this bitch was down for me she's not. I feel like a idiot.
I not even mad at her, im disappointed in myself for falling for her shit. I was about give this bitch everything: my time, my money, bahama bash, my senior prom, my dignity and guess what she was giving me...NOTHING! But her fucking stupid face. I was thinking to myself if this bitch really liked me she will give me SOMETHING.

I was giving her space today. Because i was slowly concluding this. she would not even say anything to me. just waiting for me to say something like " i found costumes for bahama bash haha" i mean this bitch wouldn't even give me a hug WTF not that i tried or anything like that but girls normally touch guys they like.

I haven't gave the bitch the bad news yet, but i will. I was talking to a bro about this he said "ohh yeah Betsy is controlling, be that guy to give her a wake up call because no one has done it before." Which made wanna do it even more

Im sorry guys for wasting this forum time posting about this bitch. I was thinking about dropping her on text but nah i wanna say this to her face i just have to be patient and wait till it's monday.

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.

Don't waste any more of your time...but you're not going to listen to that...so at least heed this: Have a box of tissues ready cause she is gonna bring the pain.

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Pimposophy Revisited is now finally available on Amazon in all territories!

Im not worrying about what she is gonna say to me. But your saying it would be better to text this manipulative controlling lying no good fake bitch goodbye today?

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I don't love them. I don't chase them. I duck them.