Resonance I too took the path of the Villain ( The hate was and sometimes still is a wonderful feeling) but after I while I leveled out. it will subside.
I don"t believe in such a dualistic view and here's why, growing up in life and reading those spirituality books helped me see a broader perspective. I'm using myself as an example, most people will consider me a laid back good person but because of cause and effect going on like say the manipulated man, it affected my viewpoint which caused me to take this current path along with other research I have been doing to discover the truths of the world.
Good and Evil I no longer understand this concept let me put it to you like this, what you would consider right depends on what it is you want to protect. All I know is I am on this path of hatred because right now I'm in it for self interest which is to pursue my goals and not worry about these ho's. Right now all I really did was choose to go with a more prominent deeply rooted emotion I'm still myself regardless, I will always be that laid back type person but at this moment I am ready for a change so that laid back person was put to the back burner for now maybe forever I don't know.
So it all depends on your values of life Prodigy I am just being myself no matter what, they may hate the things I do but at my core my disposition will ultimately always be the same, do you understand ?
You will find that anything people have major interest in, after a while it becomes a tool to Manipulate the masses. even this mindset that we are building at the moment, this is the next level of evolution for men. there is going to come a time where someone is going to try and really use it for no good.
Well if that's the case then something needs to be done or we will destroy ourselves for sure.
If a girl tries to save you and convince you that she can free you and heal you from your pain, tread carefully.
This will be the ultimate irony if some female tries to save me from the very pain of her selfishness and idiocy, I don't think there will be anything to worry about because I don't believe I will be able to open up to a female like that ever again its too painful it was then, it is now and will always be if I had continued to down the path I was on.
actually she does talk about it in the book, she said something like:
Men who refuse to play society's game\be slaves are looked upon as outcasts or not worthy.
But that does not mean that the only escape is death...
If you can reach a point where you don't give a shit what people think and just live your life the way You want to- that's freedom. I'm not at that point yet myself but I'm working on getting there.
Then an outcast I will be I am tired of living lies, I just want to be free of all of this pain.
That's fantastic because I love peregrinus. People think he's the same as Kidd, but he's not, his style certainly does differ. As does mine. It has to, otherwise we couldn't be different people
I believe people make that mistake because they agree on a lot of things but that is where the similarities end, Yes they have some sort synchronicity and understanding that transcends this physical plane and at times it creeps me out but I have gotten used to it now. The Kidd is harsh and at times impatient while Peregrinus method is gentle and more thought provoking both methods are great but you must be ready to handle it, this is not for the faint of heart as you can see what I'm going through right now.
So what has caused this phenomenon?
Is it because hating them so much has allowed women to notice you in order to prove themselves? Actually, no. Although this does happen when you start a conversation, I found that is not the initial spark that causes the attraction. What does it is the vibe you're giving off of having them completely figured out. It is not only attractive with women but with prospective employers as well. They can sense you've got it all figured out. They want someone like that. They want someone who understands the world as it is. Because think about it - how many people could you say have the whole thing figured out?
I would say that my hatred has caused an induced indifference which may have something to do with it....
That sense of confidence and clarity is something that is aligned with what I call true attraction, which is consistency. The 'I know what I'm doingness of it all'. Even if you are a dork. If you are completely consistent in your dorkiness, it is attractive.
Are you saying regardless of the person as long as the man is comfortable in his own skin before, during and after the interaction there will be consistency in attraction no matter what the person might be like..... am I close ??
And when this happens, you are probably going to re-think your focus.
Then it gets a bit hazy and dare I say, a little bit more difficult.
Big step for you here, Resonance.
I don't doubt the whole rethinking my focus at all considering my disposition I know it will happen when I don't know and don't care right now I like this path I'm on it feels liberating and refreshing.
And thank you once again your words are thought provoking.....