Right now you're going through the initial anger and shock of the Red Pill, as angry as you are now you will realise eventually that you can enjoy your time with women and you can have genuine relationships (not talking about monogamy but I don't have other words for this right now) you just have to make sure you have a good head on your shoulders, have a good read on the situation, it's all covered in Covert Tactics, re-reading it with the experiences I'm having now helps to understand it more
I don't know if this is possible even now I'm still angry either this will take awhile to let go or I will spend the rest of my life in hatred of them. But I will definitely be reading covert tactics again because I have a lot to prepare for I will be spending it refining this method and bending it to my will I must be ready.
I know just how you feel reading this book but what you do with that feeling is what matters, as Kidd keeps mentioning, use these circumstances and feelings to make something better for yourself, instead of killing your sex drive you can use it to focus on your goals, some people call it 'sexual transmutation' if you're familiar with it, that's what I've been doing and I find it a healthy way of dealing with sexual frustration if it occurs.
This is exactly what I intend to do I am focus on myself from this point forward I'm in it for me let those suckers live in that fantasy land I feel free in a way where they don't even matter anymore to me. I have heard of that concept before Alchemist I guess this would be the correct thing to do considering that it would benefit me health wise, I will be living in hatred of them don't need to do myself any unnecessary harm to myself any more than that.
I know how you feel man, I was also pissed after I finished reading that book. The truth is a bitch...
It can be a bitch or it could be liberating no longer do I care about them in any possible way the fucked up part for me is that I have to deal with them at my job on a consistent basis, this will be a problem I don't think I will have enough space for myself to let this subside its all still fresh in my head "All a woman is good for is a pair of breast and a vagina
that alone makes me blindly angry and the other one is "women are all prostitutes
"its like man those words alone make me think of every situation possible where they are so true.
I love you Bah in translation he's an excellent workhorse
You have talked about third world women in another post, I don't think that they are not users. I mean some of them might have better values than American women (if they didn't grow up in America) but they are also after improving their status so in the end it's almost the same.
Forget them as well, as you started proving that they aren't no better in any other country they look to see what you can possibly do for them not that I can blame them if I were in their situation I would do the same, your Prime example is Thailand once you shone the light on that everything in that book really made a lot more sense and what The Kidd had also input before about them as well, then there is this whole marriage thing that is basically selling your soul to them.
And for what to slave away at shit for them to possibly look into getting more suckers and workhorses for them hell no I'm done, forget these bitches and you know what this hurts to my soul I guess now I have a choice I can head towards the light or the darkness either path will be fine with me.
Come to think of it I know a few foreign women that come from different countries that do act different but once they've been there long enough they have no problem adapting to their environment. One great example is this girl who is half white, half thai all treacherous she is the epitome of ugly nature as far as women are concerned. Man reading this book has brought up memories and its making me angrier, this will take time to accept fully but will happen from here even I don't know.
another thing is: women always complain that they have pressure to look good, but it's usually the man who pays for it not them, as I wrote here:
I say let them keep hollering that old cop out tactic, I no longer give a fuck they don't have to worry about me at all
But it's good that you know all this because now you can focus on yourself and your goals.
I have all the patience in the world now I don't want anything else but to achieve these goals its all I intend to do now, if I'm anything more than angry it will be the cause of sadness and grief to have to find out this way.
*Also remember that there are some good women around. They might be rare but they do exists. The rare good women will not be after your money but more your values and your personality.*
You can believe that if you want
, its too late for me
I will spend the rest of my life in doing what I like in solitude I don't want the company of anyone right now.
Sniper, get off this 3rd world shit...those women just haven't been put in the right environment to bring it out of them. When I was overseas, I watched otherwise average looking, faithfully married women become drunk with power of realizing that the environment they were in made them goddesses for a year. Women are women...PERIOD.
This is exactly what I was talking about Sniper just more proof that I want nothing else to do with a woman and being around other men who are still plugged into the matrix isn't making it better so once I'm better off for myself I will cut myself off from society for awhile, I need the break to reflect on everything I have absorbed here and its many resources.
Resonance...you have just passed out after Morpheus' coppertop speech. Rest up, have some gruel, and refocus. Use that sexual energy to learn Kung Fu
What does coppertop mean ? And actually I'm looking into an academy so I can start doing that as a hobby for when I'm not at work, but I have a feeling that the kung fu you are speaking about is not of the literal sense correct ? Just show me the way Kidd I'm ready, by the way I had to step down from my promotion I have other stresses to worry about so maybe one day I can meet you in person.
I have a new philosophy in life to add to what is current right now I will simplify for all to understand: it goes something like this:
HARD WORK and ENTHUSIASM
my goal to see you by the end of the year or at least skype which ever comes first.....
Hey guys I can relate. After reading that book and observing most of my friends' relationships it is just so obvious. It's hard not to get mad, but I guess the anger stirs from having felt deceived or conned.
After accepting reality for what it is, now it's time to forgive. It doesn't make sense to be a bitter angry and resentful person over something you can't control.
Diego you may be right but for some reason I just can't get over it right now when I see a woman now all I have is nothing but hatred boiling inside, I don't even know if I can forgive but you are correct no point in being resentful forever it will cause more harm than good for myself more than anything anyway, No point suffering anymore I guess I will let it go but that will take time I know it will, I have nothing to lose from this I want nothing more than a peace of mind right now all I have is a storm of emotions raging in me and I don't know how to express right now other than here everyone else will just think I'm crazy.
This reminds me of a book I once read I believe called catcher in a rye good book it describes a very similar experience to what we are going through here just things keep popping up in my mind that reminds me that of what makes everything so relevant now.
I also agree with Sniper there are good women out there, especially those who have good values and aren't out to use others for their own means. Now you know better not to get manipulated or sucked in that easily on facades.
Like I told Sniper you can believe that if you want
its too late for me
but I also wanted to know what my purpose for living is as well as the truths to the world we live in so I basically did ask for this but it doesn't matter now I do what I want from his point.
Turns out, that most of his group of friends, about 6-7 dudes got married within 2 years after college. I met the girls they married and they were loving, warm and had good values. They certainly weren't out for money or good looks, and strictly operated on their own set of Christian standards of value.
Just because it looks good from your perspective doesn't make it so....
Resonance: Bravo on making this step... As Kidd said, rest up, give yourself some time.. The side effects of the pill will pass.. Then you will see the world with new eyes..
Sounds like you already are, give your vision time to adjust, it will be a jolt to start with. You may throw up and pass out a few times, this will pass.
Really, Bravo Resonance, Bravo
This means a lot coming from you Grinus and to the rest of you thanks for the support its much appreciated