I'm pretty sure I would have noticed, considering that my observation skills have been sharpened throughout my life (due to the fact that I had to be highly and constantly aware of how my old man was feeling so that I wouldn't make a mistake and get the crap beaten out of me).
Did you face that weakling yet?
Damnit you incomprehensible genius. That's the elephant in the room. You beat me to it.
What am I supposed to do at this point? I'm too young to build up a solid clout. The best thing I can do is build up my front, which is what I've been doing. Any suggestions?
Do what you feel is needed to get laid so you can see it's really not a big deal. Then learn to convey potential before it's actualized. It can still be as effective when coming from the right place.
Also eliminate that I'm too young belief, it's just an excuse.
You also beat me to the first and most important thing.
Dude, I would say do everything in your power to get a nut like Caliboy.
If you live in the United States
If you have a cell phone and a car then I suggest you hit up what are called chatlines. Use protection, seriously. Those women rotate on and off those chatlines like clockwork. I'm not telling you to call some line to talk about sex. If you're paying to talk to some woman then you're doing it wrong. A lot of chatlines have a 60 minutes of free phone time for you to talk to real women located in your area.
Do that. Also, don't discriminate on age, weight, or race if it's in your mental capabilities right now to do otherwise. That will keep you from getting laid. This is by far the easiest and fastest way to get laid. It only took me calling one and I repeat one chatline to get my nut off. The woman was ass ugly, but the pussy was tight as a crawl space.
Chat with them for about two minutes when you connect with them live and tell them to text you and tell them your number. Don't ask. Also, don't ask for their number. If they tell you to take theirs then do so. Be firm. Tell them you want to watch a movie and have drinks.
I know and understand your frustration at being a late bloomer, but you have come to the right place.
That Big Demon
Notice what Jared pointed to earlier. Your observation skills are not as sharp as you think. You really may just have one big demon that's eating you up, and it probably stems from getting the crap beat out of you by your old man.
Face that. Face him. like a man.
You were aware for protection. You were not aware for the point of just
observing. There is a difference.
One of the main reasons why you have not noticed women looking at you may be because you still have the lens of protection over your eyes.
You may not think deep down inside, change think to feel, that anyone can have deep feelings for you.
That statement of yours about not getting beaten is very telling. You don't want to make a mistake. Consequently, your lens of protection tells you not to act on anything. If you're conditioned not to act on anything like I was earlier before I started blooming then you won't see anything because your filter shuts it out from your view.