Sniper, you still putting too much emphasis on sex.

I didn't get depressed because I knew what was going on..simple as that.

he knew what was going on outside (environmental factors) and most importantly, He knew what was going on inside. why he Wanted sex (on a psyche level)

you don't want to get depressed over sex, you are making it too important. if you let that feeling take you over, you may start simping/relapse just to get your dick wet.

"a good pimp can cut his swipe off and still pimp his ass off"

Now the tough thing for me about this 'breakup' is that it's hard for me to control my 'sex instinct'.

I might find a different girl but I might not because work and school keep me so busy I barely have time to go out And most women in my area and esp. on the dating websites are looking for a relationship not a sex friend (I don't know how you guys say it in English).

Sure it's just 'data' and I might meet a girl who just wants sex (I was not planning to meet this one and I did...) but I also might not get a girl right now (due to the fact that I have no time for a relationship...).

Then when my sex drive hits high gear it might be a problem.

I know sex is a Want not a Need. And it's not like I'm going to do anything bad or die if I don't have sex-
I'm just afraid it will make me depressed if my sex drive hits high gear and I don't have a girl.

You might have wanted to take this into account before dumping her, if your desire for sex is so strong.

Excellent, Prodigy...most excellent indeed.

Once I made peace with all of that, I just threw myself into my work, working out and hobbies. I actually began to be satisfied just knowing that I knew that they were jocking me, regardless how subtle...just knowing that I was desired was enough to keep me going. As my mindset continued to evolve, I went from "She's jocking me....why won't she let me fuck?!?" to "She's jocking me...sucks to be her knowing she wants to fuck me so bad but won't give in for bullshit societal reasons...her loss."

Here's a short story...the culmination of all of this and what gave me a crash course on the time factor. When I was about 2 weeks out from leaving Korea, it was like every bitch on post knew it. I had so much pussy thrown at me it was ridiculous! If I was anyone else, I would have been fucking my ass off...but not me. I derived more joy from shutting those trifling bitches down...these same bitches had been high posting on me for the last year...but the minute I'm about to leave all of a sudden they want to fuck me sooooo bad?

I denied EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM...and I got on that plane laughing my ASS OFF.

Haha that's some good game. I'm about turning them on and then... flippin' the script on that ass. "We might be moving 2 fast", "I don't know if you can handle this"... Put that bitch in my "friend zone", not the other way around. Maybe, keep her as an orbiter 4 a min...