It should be noted that she's aware of my existence when I was a needy little bitch like 12-14 months ago so she may have seen some behavior out of me that was less than MANly...mostly just looking at her or a few other girls in a little too much of an awestruck kind of way. She smells pray
A small amount of eye contact here and there but nothing strong, more in passing, she seems to be holding back and tbh I kinda was too. I probably still overcompensate just a bit for being too needy by being a bit too standoffish/indifferent(I still need to let go of the subtle parts of doing it as a technique that I've been holding onto now that I'm more developed/confident).
'she seems to be holding back' she knows how to fish. 'I kinda was too' you should be holding back, but she smells your uncertainty
At this point I realize she's jocking me but I actually thought it was just subconscious on her part and she may not have even realized she was feeling me.
It was conscious
I stand up to stretch and move around a bit and next thing I know she's back out in front of the tables she was behind, closer to me doing her little sway dance again, I'm so far away it seems crazy to even think she would be trying to get my attention but it happened almost immediately when I stood up and my gut told me she was doing it to get my attention.
Is this daytime or nighttime setting?
At this point I'm pretty curious so I head for coffee and walk right by her, not face to face by her but she sees me.
'At this point I'm pretty curious so I head for coffee and walk right by her' STOP
I've gotten fairly good at telling the difference between emotions that originate from me and ones that are projected onto me, this felt like her fear to me and only lasted a brief second and next thing I know she's not in line but sitting at a table behind where she was.
Big Big Big red flag. This is very very important
FWIW when I got into PUA I turned into a huge pussy around women and would have intense fear when I started thinking about approaching them and what would I say etc... I feel like I understand this experience and that's the one she was having.
You should not be thinking of approaching them
Perhaps some of you will say MIRROR and you could be right,
No one should be saying this is right. No one.
I'd love to hear anyone's insight on this specifically....this def felt more as though it was being projected onto me though as I had no real intention of talking to her even unless she was in a place where saying hello made sense. I thought it better to give her the space to move around me at her own will and do her thing and become acquainted with being around me in her own time and range that she felt comfortable with.
'felt more as though it was being projected onto me though as I had no real intention of talking to her ' Yes and how she has made you dance. Why are you even thinking of her?
my gut told me strongly that it was very much intended for me and I felt strongly that she was very attracted to me. And the fact it all culminated the way it did and then in my gut I felt what I perceive as her fear when she got close to me and then she immediately just backed off gave me even more faith and trust that my initial gut reads were correct.
'it was very much intended for me' Yes 'I felt strongly that she was very attracted to me. ' Shes toying with you. But thats often enough these days to be admitted into the boyfriend zone so long as you are a good pussy slave
I'm also curious if perhaps this is an indicator of where she's at in her own personal development.
No, and its not even an indicator that shes a adult
Shes hooking you with 'emotional vulnerability'
This must be watched until the end.
Im happy to expand on any points needed. How have things progressed??