Hey foofatron, you got a lot of good feedback from others here. I'm sharing my thoughts to get the points across some more...
Keep inner work direct and simple.
One of the most touching moments for me that night is when she thanked me using my name before we parted. I want more interactions where me and others can be raw, vulnerable, and actually feel like we get to know each other...
I wanted a similar thing before, deeper connections with others. How do you think your interactions with others would differ if you had a deeper connection with yourself?
I do want to become better with women and am trying to learn.
You'll learn a lot more than that here, if you stick around.
I just don't want her to close off to me...
And, Alchemist is telling the truth...she's not special. Treat her accordingly.
Good work, I could see how you started to become more aware with your later posts.