You have already chosen her.
She knows this.
She also repeated her objections multiple times, in what you said, possibly more.
I have been getting some subconscious signs of her choosing as well. I probably wouldn´t be engaging her otherwise.
Good eye contact, eyeing me when I was passing by the shop she used to work in nearby. Once after a long time of not seeing me, I parked my bike in front of neighbours shop and after I finished shopping she walked out to greet me and talked to me for quite a while.
Another time when I was passing by and she saw another girl with me on the bike, her face was a mix of
(mind you I was still in a relationship with my wife)
I have few reasons to think she is choosing, but the evidence is not very strong.
I have chosen her, yes, but I am not willing to go for just any price and I tried to convey that in my message to her. Call me staunch but I decided I am not willing to spend any time with her if she openly gives no chance of anything coming out of it in future.
After a couple of minutes, I wasn´t even thinking about this interaction. I have never made a move like that before. It´s all a bit of experiment for me. I enjoyed playing this. I have been doing a lot of work on letting go lately.
Two hours after she sent me the mistaken text, I get another message:
Her: Hi, Rider. I prefer to be straight up front to do not lead you on. All the best
A few seconds after
Me: Let me know if you change your mind.
Again, my thinking is why would she even bother to send me this last message. I really liked that message by the way. She seems like a nice person or tries to make that kind of impression on me.
As things are now I am really willing to completely let go any idea of anything happening with this chick. I feel like it´s... HER LOSS.
She has my phone number, she knows my stance. If she ever gets back to me I will post it here. If she doesn´t no big deal.
I have never seen her with a guy. Like never
And this has relevance how?
I don´t know. It´s definitely an observation. She might be one of those persons that are just not at all interested in being with other people, maybe she completely unavailable for anyone, maybe has outrageous standards, maybe she thinks all men want from her is sex, MAYBE SHE NEVER MEAT A REAL MEN