Ok Ok Ok...
I think I get where you're having issues Sniper.
First of all, Kidd summed up exactly the point I was trying to get at, shocker
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But I'll get back to that at the end...
Now this is just what I think of this whole nice girl vs corrupt girl, dating and x-factor shit, and I think Kidd and 'G will agree with me.
Alright first things first, there is NO SUCH THING as a "selfless nice girl" (Or selfless anyone for that matter). But let's exchange the word nice for "courteous", but first a story...
When I was a kid I had a pellet gun and shot the shit out of frogs, snakes, chipmunks...I was like Rambo on fuck'n pcp after his girlfriend just dumped him.
Then one day I "associated" with something I had just been hunting. What that means is I imagined that I was it, and the pain I would feel if I was it, therefore the pain it was feeling.
Now I'm not a fuck'n tree huger or anything, I eat meat and stuff, but I stopped hunting that day.
I didn't do it because I was "nice", I did it because I was trying to get rid of the feeling I had because I was associating my feelings with whatever I was taking headshots at, and it was painful, so I stopped hunting for selfish reasons.
I know hunters and they always say they have to imagine the animal having no life, they have to disassociate themselves from the animal. I believe that's what a corrupt fuck'n bitch that flirts with men to buy her drinks then calls them a fuck'n loser to her friends, or laughs at the less fortunate or whatever is, they're just at a lower level of consciousness because they disassociate with other people, get what I mean.
So a girl that's non-corrupt, and courteous to people...she's that way for selfish reasons too, but yes Sniper there are chicks who are nice or courteous, but it's for them...it's because maybe they were brought up to think that by being nice they were a good person...so they do it to feel good about "themselves", not to be nice to you.
I know girls that act nice but they start laughing at someones joke before the fucking thing is even finished, they're not genuinely nice, they are "talking at" the person and the whole time thinking "fuck I'm awesome for being nice to them".
Now, just because a chick is nice and courteous doesn't means she's going to suck your shaft dry...it doesn't mean she's an x-faxtor jock'n your shit.
Your x-factor would have you on a pedestal and be in awe of you...a courteous girl may just be like "Ok have a nice day, good chat" and fucks off with no interest in you, but again she was nice to you for herself, for whatever belief system she is harboring that makes her do so, but again it's to feel good about herself.
Now really, the girl that you say you would pass on like Kidd's and a perceived nice girl are both selfish...they just have different mediums for it. You will never love her, you can't, you fucking shouldn't, so why pass her up if they're really all the same...you'll have a loyal bitch bringing you mountain dew and pb & J's all day, you gotta let go of this selfless nice girl dream Snipes.
Remember our Kezia convo, she's corrupt, guaranteed, but if she was in awe by a guy and was an x-factor to him she'd be a fucking sweetheart to him, but still wouldn't give the time of day to a fat bald poor bloke.
Even Kidd said his girl has potential, he's still molding her...your x-factor will be so on your tip you can make her into what you want...but that's another topic.