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 Post subject: I wasn't ready for it
PostPosted: Sun Mar 31, 2013 11:39 am 
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Hey guys

I first joined this forum back in 2011, year-end. Here's a link to my introduction:
http://www.naturalfreedom.info/viewtopic.php?f=11&t=180

I recall reading a lot of material on the site, but to be honest I don't think any of it sunk in. When I stumbled on The Kidd!'s Covert Tactics, I just thought it was another PUA scheme and bounced from there. That was in my first of varsity.

I can tell you guys now, i'm on my way to 21 soon, still a virgin and has hard as it is for me to admit, I find myself addicted to porn.

What brings me back?

Well since January I found myself coming back to site, just reading about. I had this gut feeling that life with the primal focus on trying to get with women was not the way for me. I mean, where did this belief come from? I remember growing up as a kid wanting to be that businessman in a suit, you know... successful and well-off. I think it came in when in high school. See as I went to an all boy school, most conversations were about women. Anyways, from the gut feeling I remembered this site I stumbled on back then and was surprised to still see it alive and active after all this time. (BIG UPS the administers of this forum).

Looking back to when I first joined, I don't think I was ready for all of this. I was still in the mindset of wanting to stay a kid forever, being financially dependent on my parents and not having a care about my future. Just party party party! However, over the past couple months I found myself realizing that it was time to take responsibility for my own life. Start looking after myself in all areas of my life. The major focus being to complete my degree this year.

I thought I about going through the forum without participating. Seeing as the forum is full of questions, I'm bound to find my answers SOMEWHERE right? But as I read some of the posts by the likes of StephenP and others I can't quite remember now, I saw them grow through posting on the forum (Quite inspiring :) ). I hope to take the same approach, and get some critical feedback from you guys to keep me in check ;)

I am thankful to be back and looking forward to learning from you guys.

For now, I shall take the backseat :ugeek:
I have some inner-demons to make friends with and I have a feeling it ain't going to be a pretty road, and a short one either.

Any feedback would be much appreciated.

Thank you
Fresh


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Welcome Fresh!

Be sure to find out exactly where you are and you´ll
be ready to learn more from there.

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PostPosted: Sun Mar 31, 2013 11:13 pm 
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Thanx Jared. I believe a good old one on one sit-down with myself is in order.


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PostPosted: Mon Apr 01, 2013 12:55 am 
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Finally ready to do them push ups, eh? ;)

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PostPosted: Mon Apr 01, 2013 9:20 am 
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Indeed. Now just to prioritize. I think working on everything I want to change at one go will be too much.


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