In terms of the pua environment, i was never part of it at all. I had barely heard of it; whenever i came across one of those sites, i immediately recognized it as simply unnatural, such as copying actions, or just plain junk, as in the effort does not equal the gain. At that point in time, I would be considered as someone "aware of the matrix, but unable to defy or confront it," due to lack of confidence and experience.
I found this site simply by coincidence. It was so random that i no longer remember what i was doing before that time. As for why i remained on this site, it would be the mindset reinforced. Although I am interested in girls, I have no interest in throwing away my pride and money for sex, something that my friends have done every often. Thus, the pimp-tight mentality fits me perfectly and naturally. Although I've been busy with college, there is already a difference in the actions of people I interact with. Thank you for having all this information free of cost and i hope to learn more and improve myself as much as possible.